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Originally posted by Mistral Gender makes you fight yourself. In the meantime... I've (more or less been made* by my brother and his girlfriend to) come out to my parents as genderfluid, which they took well with a "It's mostly something for you to figure out" mentality. Unfortunately I haven't been doing anything of note with anything since then. The day before I came out I tried on some dresses with brother's girlfriend, and as nervous as I was I quite liked that. I kinda want to get some feminine clothing somewhere, but it feels daunting. I'm not sure if my other brother knows already though. I thought he did but I don't get the idea he does? I put myself down as female on here earlier today. Whether it fits probably depends on interpretation, but I feel girl roughly 2/3rds of the time. (For some reason the fact that I've felt boy for almost a week now makes me doubt the whole thing?) Because I have a habit of finding ways to be nervous about stuff, I'm also recurrently worrying that the way I seem to want to present femininely has quite a sexual aspect to it at times. Not so much worry for it being a fetish thing, but as to what others in the trans community would think of me doing that. Feels like I'd be a weirdo. *I more or less wanted to but wasn't ever going to do it by myself, but I still think "made" is appropriate given the way things ended up happening. Not sure how happy I am about it still. ____________________ "Rusted old machines should stay home and play with their toasters!" |











I'm sure it's also a common thing (possibly outside of queer places too) to have feelings of "{thing} is bad when I do it, but for others it's fine" or that people will criticize you for it along the same line of reasoning.



I'm trans femme.
