Jul -- Projects and Creations: The truth is that I've been lying.

Girlydragon
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Posted on 03-09-11 12:47:52 AM

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Don't sleep, don't stop, don't explain. Just keep writing, you're not willing to tell most of them after all, neither are you willing to explain for what it means to them. The one person who would deserve to know would have to ask, at the cost of the potential to be rejected.

Even so, you stay up sleepless during the nights, thoughts racing through your mind. Is it normal? Is it like this for everyone? Of course it isn't you convince yourself, you were always different, this cannot be normal. And if it isn't normal then you cannot ask anyone about it.

Evil people would judge if you told. If you shared then they wouldn't not care. And if you wanted their input you would only get their disgust. Your thoughts and your feelings are both your strongest fort and your worst curse, for with them you cannot be understood and without them you wouldn't be anything at all. Is this normal? Is this how everyone feel?

Progress is what some would call it, a failure is what you yourself would class it. Learn by making mistakes, but don't show them. Always act like everything is right and like you're never wrong, you're after all in your own eyes one of the best persons to have ever walked the earth. But do they look at you with the same eyes? Do they think the same? They probably don't.

Elegant is how you'd describe your words, a pride that you may as well throw away. Your words are nothing but clutter written by the soul of a person who cannot control neither his thoughts nor his feelings. But don't fret upon it, because you'll never reach an answer, because you'll never ask anyone the question. Merely keep writing and convince yourself that you're doing it for yourself, whilst you're secretly looking for responses.

Remember though, that people don't think like you do. They don't think to look for hidden things, for they don't know it's there, and they don't care. And besides, who would read only the first letter of each paragraph? Only one did, and you had to first tell the secret to that one.

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CB

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Posted on 03-09-11 03:26:09 AM

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You've been writing some pretty deep stuff lately.

Also:

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Girlydragon
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Posted on 03-09-11 12:59:07 PM

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It's not really killed because it's so blatantly obvious. Now if you had done the same for the former one though... ____________________

CB

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Posted on 03-09-11 10:18:12 PM

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Oh my god. You hid a cryptic message in your last story too?

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