Database Level: 24     Posts: 12/104 EXP: 68533 For next: 9592 Since: 11-17-10 From: Tompkinsville Since last post: 11.4 years Last activity: 11.4 years  |
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I wrote this about a year ago. Enjoy  You all worry me I cannot fit in I have no amazing tricks You all expect entertainment I just simply exist To fill the space The only amazing talent That I ever really had You claim to be friends You claim to want me But you're all so quick to run To find someone better than I You all worry me, You're all temporary And it's how I've always lived I have nobody to stand by for eternity Perhaps I should let go Live for myself And leave you all To fight off your own demons But the question I posed Was a simple gesture Repeated by many before me We've always wanted to know Would you miss me? Would anything change? If not, then I have failed As an influence, a sidekick, a mentor And if I have changed anything, Your eyes will have opened Your minds would have been lost You would have regretted losing me But alas, you carry on Until you have extracted all you want I am not normal, no, get over it I am simply me, no more and no less And so you were gone But in reality you were still there But you left my heart And treated me like a zombie The bottle was empty no matter how thirsty I was And it was a dead end Yet I still pressed on I'm not an angry person I am another definition of mad You just don't get it I had given all I had We're approaching a point In this short life of mind Beneath the humble outside Behind all of the peace For I write poetry with the best intent To deal with emotions calmly But inside every person Is the taint of a twisted heart Vulgarities are not my goal They aren't even fit for me I don't use them for anger But for my feelings of hopelessness and regret So fuck you for standing aside For fucking spitting on my efforts Every damn day its all the same The same shitty pattern of pointlessness Fools squander their intelligence Idiots perform deeds unspeakable Ingrates ruin the world I stroll in And liars burn my soul Yet these men and I These fucking terrible people The ones who challenge my patience Are the ones that are loved and remembered I am left, alone, isolated And it's not alright I wonder if I'm just not grasping it Or they're just not grasping me What is my purpose? It's hard to say I live to die, I hope to survive But this small word can't hold A day in the future will be worse I will sink lower than before But I try to hold on To make the fall less painful But I have accepted my place On the lonely island Where the animals thrive Yet pretend I'm not around But it isn't just that If I'm lonely I'm not doing enough As long as you're busy, isolation is love But once you're lying there it changes The intelligent think too much The weak cannot do anything The nice ones are push away The different ones are stoned in humiliation But the things that matter most Are the things that hurt the worst Your friends can damage you more than any Your enemies mean nothing at this point Friendships grant strength You cannot survive without them But you will have different friends You will forget me, and my influence But I cannot change anything The universe has their way Of course correcting events That cannot change Your heart will be heavy You better hope you can handle the loss Of all you know But all is not lost I still cling to hope It's crumbling but it's there |
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