 | So yeah I slept for about 11 hours last night (first time in a LONG time I've been able to do that), and I had a bunch of what were probably the weirdest dreams I've ever had in my life, and I already have some pretty crazy dreams on a regular basis. What made these dreams so weird I guess was how I felt during them. It was like I was constantly perceiving opposite things as one thing, things that have nothing to do with each other as opposite sides of the same coin, things that made no sense as normal, and complete insanity and inner peace all at the same time 
Here's what little I can remember:
In one dream, our "house" got broken into. It looked more like a wood foundation of a house crossed with a wood cabin that was run down like they had stolen part of the roof, floor, and ceiling. The wood looked nice and new but everything was either stolen or unfinished. There were also 3 layers of wall between the entrance and the back door, sort of set up like an easy maze you just zig zag through. It wasn't a house as much as it was like a large room.
Once we reached the back door, we just stepped outside through the wall since most of it was gone, onto the dirt outside that still had patches of wood flooring. I think this was supposed to be the next room in the house, but EVERYTHING was gone except for some lower patches of wood wall, and bits of the floor. What was really disturbing was that in a big chunk where there should have been floor or even dirt, there was sky. As if the house was actually built 10,000 feet in the air, but what was even weirder is that it was supposed to be evidence that the world was actually reflected, and once you fell down that hole, physics would actually be reversed. I tried to lean over the hole to see if it would eventually lead to the ground or to space, or was just an illusion entirely, but I couldn't lean far enough to see without falling in. Also, while inside the "house" or the first room, it was clearly night, but once we stepped out through the "back door" it was clearly an autumn day with an awesome blue sky and clouds.
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In another part, I was at this beach, and time seemed to move fairly quick because I was there at dawn, day, dusk, and night and they all felt like 5 minutes and a whole day at the same time. I was younger here, maybe 15, and in a nightgown, and I think I was supposed to be crazy. I was reminded of Ophelia from Hamlet. People kept looking at me weird. I could tell they all hated me, but I kept trying to be friends with some of them anyway, and I kept hearing voices in my head. I heard one of them laugh and jump into the water, so I jumped in too after them. I heard a voice in my head say "they're not laughing with you, they're laughing at you" and I saw by the disgusted look on his face as he turned around to see me that it was true. I wasn't bothered by any of this though. I didn't really care about the people, I cared about the water. I swam in the water across to the other shore. It was day when I entered the water, dusk as I swam across, and night when I reached the other shore. When I got out of the water, the ocean talked to me and told me that the reason it was so pretty was that it was the night sky, and that all of this time, I had been swimming through the dusk and swimming through the night. Also it told me that the water itself was actually black. It didn't just look that way at night.
So I played on the other shore by the water for a while until I met some other crazy people. A woman and an older man who both looked deformed and mentally challenged. We talked for a while, played and had fun, but then at some point, I didn't feel like I was crazy anymore. I'm back to being 24, normal, and looking down on these other people because I find them creepy. Also its day again now and I remember that I have to be getting home even though its my day off. The guy tries to follow me while the woman runs off. He keeps asking me to help him saying that I'm the only one who can because I'm still normal. I just want to get rid of him, so I give him a scrap of paper and tell him to write down anything he would want on it. That made him happy and he ran off. At this point somehow I start thinking about how chillis used to serve food for free on the beach every Monday, and called it Chilli Mon Mons. I'm reading a flyer that says that this Monday will be the last Chilli Mon Mon. All of a sudden that guy is back and he's asking me If I'll be able to go with him at 5. I say yes, but then remember I have class on Mondays at 5, so I tell him I'll be there at 8. He says 8 is too late and that it should be noon instead. During this conversation, I'm still "normal", but I feel like he's an old friend all of a sudden.
All this time, as I'm going home, think I was on a bus or something because I was talking to another normal woman about the whole situation in between all of this whenever the crazy guy was gone, but all around was more of the dawn/dusk sky with wood framing everywhere like at the house. I think the bus was wood framing too. I don't even know what it looked like, just that we were moving while sitting down through this jumbled mess of wood, dirt, and sky.
Then we came to Georgesville road by 270 and somehow I hear that this guy used my piece of paper as a voucher to get 20 subs from Arbys for forty dollars! I was like "oh no! He wants to use those for Chilli Mon Mons!" So I went into work on my day off to make them, which I guess now was the Georgesville Arbys, and I took them to the beach with the crazy dude. Then I went back to being the crazy girl and we both had fun on the beach all day, and somewhere in the middle of this, I woke up.
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All this wasn't even half of the crazy dreams I had last night. These are just the two I can clearly remember. All I remember from the other ones are that they were just as nuts and had a similar feel, but they were still completely different.
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