Originally posted by Rambly
oh, gosh, i'm sorry! i don't wanna make you feel bad -- that's never my intention
just so you know, i have zero expectations of you. really! nobody's gonna be upset if you never end up in a commercial game again or anything like that.
heyhey no worries, I'm just. trying not to get anyone to thinkin I can just do, so much stuff beyond my actual capabilities
I have so so sosososo much more to learn before getting to the levels of some of the others I've worked with
and that's fine ! I'll just learn at my own pace.
but um yeah. uh, i'm way, way too shy to do collaborative stuff... i'd have to show other people songs i've written, which would be... terrifying. and i never know HOW to collaborate -- what do other people add? what do i add? who should start writing stuff? how do you write songs WITH someone -- i've never done any of this, it's all so deeply social anxiety and impostor syndrome inducing to me D:
...i've always *wanted* to do collaborative stuff, tho. i've just never had the courage to actually get myself there and whenever i do, by some miracle, get myself there a little bit i always get scared and back away. bluh.
honestly I've only ever done collabs with folks who use the same exact programs as I do
(actually it's only ever been in ft; the old ft forums used to have little 'add onto this song' threads..., ahh,,, I miss those,)
it is a bit nerve-wracking, other than an environment where anyone could just plop somethin down, no pressure
but also super fun :>
and I'm sure that what you make is just fineeee !
...i got us off-topic, sorry. D:
hey, I'm not even sure it matters too much for a day like today hehe :p
we're all just proud of you, that's all...
I knoww.,.,, and thank y'all for that,.,
it's really great to have folk like y'all, really. friends perhaps, even c:
[hugs both y'all]
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