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Posted on 05-07-18 07:54:51 PM Link | Quote
ennui sucks.
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Posted on 05-11-18 10:21:38 AM Link | Quote
yep
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Posted on 05-12-18 04:12:29 AM Link | Quote
total bummer
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Posted on 05-26-18 02:34:28 PM Link | Quote
yea
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Posted on 05-26-18 03:40:09 PM Link | Quote
Fuck, looks like someone needs DMT.
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Posted on 06-05-18 12:45:51 AM Link | Quote
no idea what that means
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Posted on 06-05-18 02:51:22 AM Link | Quote
*offers hugs*
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Posted on 06-05-18 02:23:48 PM Link | Quote
It's not for everyone, by all means. And it finds you.

I'm just saying everything is relative and democracy leaves everyone exhausted and small in the end.

Human living expects too much comprimise today won't you agree?
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Posted on 06-05-18 10:13:10 PM Link | Quote
living in general expects too much out of us; life was easier when we were all stupid and not connected 24/7

but at the same time i'd be without all my friends.
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Posted on 06-16-18 12:53:14 AM Link | Quote
anyone else think being severely depressed and starved of human connection and burying yourself in different fantasy worlds to try to cope with the fact that reality is a miserable place and prolly always will be is "the new hot shit of 2018"
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Posted on 06-16-18 12:53:46 AM Link | Quote
thats me btw, in case anyone was wondering who i was talking about. i was talking about me
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Posted on 06-16-18 02:58:33 PM Link | Quote
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Posted on 06-16-18 04:01:02 PM Link | Quote
I used to confide in fantasy to get me through those worse days.

I think as long as you're doing your best living as the person you truly are and doing the things that make you happy it changes the way people look at you and interact with you, lots more smiles and random friendships!



Although, gender identity disorder is such a shit situation mind you, how it feels like it hits you in waves every few months.


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Posted on 06-17-18 01:35:04 AM Link | Quote
Originally posted by Nyanners
I think as long as you're doing your best living as the person you truly are and doing the things that make you happy it changes the way people look at you and interact with you, lots more smiles and random friendships!

im not doing any of that and im not in a position where i can really

sounds nice tho
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Posted on 06-17-18 05:41:09 AM Link | Quote
Originally posted by Lunaria


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Posted on 06-17-18 05:44:06 AM Link | Quote
Originally posted by Nyanners
I used to confide in fantasy to get me through those worse days.

this is what i used to do for most of 2003-2009 with someone until Thingsā„¢ happened and we stopped being friends. it was the only thing that kept me sane for a lot of it and my mental collapse when it happened, in retrospect, is not exactly unexpected

i have never really gotten back into that, though i imagine it would help, just because real life is terrible in almost every aspect. and i know that my life is better than a lot of others, just because i make pretty good money for what is admittedly a shit job that i hate.

at least with fantasy i can be someone who gets to explore situations and be different and not worry about kissing someone's ass for 9 hours every day, or having to expend actual effort being responsible (lol)

ah well
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