To be fair, though, I wouldn't be surprised that, considering he's either of middle eastern or Indian descent, at least the part where he has my mom come into my appointment that it's a cultural thing. Possibly.
But yeah considering all he does is increase my doasge (or suggests to) every appointment we have, including changing my meds from something that worked decently enough at a low dosage to keep me from being emotionless and lacking motivation to a medicine that he has raised it as high as possible and feeling like a zombie.
Considering I'm three doses in with my self-adjustment, I'm doing fine overall (minus those weird as fuck surges that may as well be an anxiety-based response) though I'll have to pay extra close attention in case everything goes to hell.
Essentially, what good is feeling better when your friends think of yourself as being disinterested in everything that I otherwise like? I know that i get depressed and anxious, even when I was on Prozac, but I was still me. And combined with either Klonopin or Xanax with a small dose of Zoloft (as I admit is pretty effective at a small dose) would probably be the best to keep any and all insanity at bay, but maintain who I really am and be able to effectively work on my issues so I wouldn't need the medicine anymore.
Oh God I planned this post to be short.
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