I was raised Roman Catholic, but I don't go to church on my own. I feel that with so many splits in religion, and with each saying that theirs is the only correct one (except a couple), so long as you're a "good person," you're all set.

When I was little, there was no doubt in my mind that the Trinity existed and that everything was true and so on and so forth. Now, though, I no longer accept the "mystery" argument that people tend to throw out when they can't explain something from the Bible, like contradictions and such ("It's a mystery to us. Only God can understand it, for He is all-knowing.").

I'm also tired of the whole "everything God does is according to His plan." Does His plan really include killing off my pets, one by one? If He's all-mighty and powerful, can't He make His plan work without having to make me and my family suffer? And if the plan does include that, then does that mean He enjoys seeing me suffer? Is that His plan? To make me suffer?

I see God more like a being who created something, and now is just watching us do stuff. No master mind "time line" of events. Just casually watching, and He might respond to a prayer occasionally. To me, most events happen the way the do because of chaotic chance.

One more thing: if we supposedly have free will, but God knows exactly what we're going to do before we do it, doesn't that kinda defeat the purpose of free will? That means that, if we have a choice between sin and not sin, and God knows we're going to pick sin, He'll let us pick it. He knows every one of our actions, so before we even come into existence, He knows whether or not our sins "total" to a trip to Hell or not. So basically God creates us knowing if we're going to Heaven or Hell. So our afterlife is, essentially, predetermined (or at least pre-known).

...I don't really know what that makes me, religion-wise... I normally go with "loosely Roman Catholic."

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