i'm not sure how you think that is an appropiate response to someone's personal and particular conflict.
especially when it's someone being torn between being uncomfortable with a place and it having been home and a crucial aspect of most of her life, and contemplating upon it.
i'm sorry i got upset from your response. but it's an actually heavy and personal conflict for me, that i'm sad about.
there is a multitude of reasons i consider to having left this board, and yet i miss a lot of the people i grew as friends with that i have lost contact for the same reasons. it hurts.
i don't like how it was up kinda dead for years instead of being archived and started anew.
i believe the multitude of board re-incarnations were the main reason acmlm's board as a whole had such a history. there were plans in the early-mid 2010s of jul 2, which at least i hoped would've given the place the same kind of internal and social refresh i felt it needed. i'm probably the only one upset it didn't happen.
i just thought my "kinda gone oldbie" status made it interesting; finding myself just casually indulging with this 8 years later, with so much except the board itself being different.
i feel every time i'm on the edge of coming back and staying, something drives me away.
i'm a different person, and this is too a different community, one i don't belong in; the place itself was my home, and one where i'm welcome to come back to, but...
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